I think of Job, God allowed Satan to test him and Job started asking all sorts of questions about life and God answered him. You can read those answers at the end of Job. Job responds to how God answered him in Job 42:2-3, “I know that you can do all things, and that no purpose of yours can be thwarted. Who is this that hides counsel without knowledge? Therefore I have uttered what I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know.” In reality we know nothing compared to God. I think of the man when Jesus was going to heal his son, Jesus asked him, do you believe? The man answered “I do believe, help my unbelief”.
It is ok to ask questions, but we can’t get to the point where we think we are in the place of God or we think we can figure out the mind of God. Romans 11:33-34; Oh the depth of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are his judgments and how inscrutable his ways? “For who has known the mind of the Lord, or who has been his counselor? “ The Gospel is God saving sinners only through His son Jesus, just believe it and accept it, the only saving power of true wisdom.